Faith and Obedience - Testimony

Hello,

What I have to share with you is my journey with Jesus and what He has shown me. I do not want to share with you in a boastful way but to lead you on the same journey and challenge you as God is challenging me. A lot of what I have to say is what God is working on me now. I am a work in progress. To sum up it up I would say it’s a journey that is showing me to live by faith and obedience (submission).

Firstly I want to tell you about my salvation. It’s not very dramatic as I can’t even remember it and my mother had to tell me. I was 4 and she told me I was a sinner. I must have been a very proud little girl as I denied it! She told me to ask God and I did. A little while later I was crying and asking how I can be saved.

(Desire to serve God and my call to preach, struggles and disappointment.)

My walk with God is something that is very distinct in my mind. I remember thoughts relating to God and times when God has worked in me and taught me.

One day I was walking home from school. I lived in South Africa and so I would go through my action plan of what I would do if I was attacked, I was going to say “Go away in Jesus name”. I always wanted to know if it would work. God gave me a dream at one point where I was attacked and I said these words and the man disappeared into the crowds. I thought this was from God as it was different dream type to usual, really vivid.

I would always sing (Go telling on the Mountain and I have decided to follow Jesus) and run home and not walk with my brother like I was meant too. One day I thought, “I want to be a preacher.” I think I was about 8 or 9.

When I was 10 years old God bought my family to NZ from South Africa. It was miraculous and can be said that we were carried on his wings!

I thought that this was a normal desire for Christians to want to preach and only when I was older that I found out that not every-one wants to get up and preach. I then came to the conclusion that this was a desire that God put inside my heart. I read about women preachers like Katherine Kulman and Aimee Semple McPherson.

Later on I discovered another women preacher, Catherine Booth. It was most definitely not heard of to hear a women preach! It was the 1800s and women weren’t even meant to raise their voices in public. One day Catherine was sitting in the congregation and she had a compulsion to preach. The thought that taunted her was "You will look like a fool and have nothing to say". Catherine decided that this was the Devil's voice: "That's just the point," she retorted, "I have never yet been willing to be a fool for Christ. Now I will be one."1 This really struck me as being significant! We need to be prepared to be fools for Christ.

So Catherine got up and said to her husband that she wanted a word. The first thing she said was “I dare say many of you have been looking on me as a very devoted women but I have been disobeying God” (pg 42, The general next to God.)

My question here is “what are we disobeying God in”. Why? Maybe its as simple as we haven’t been still long enough to hear what He has to say to us? Maybe its like I was “not wholly surrendered.”

I believe God has different things for us to do and we need to only seek him and obey. For me it is to preach but for you it may be something different. What is important is that we obey God.

Society should not dictate what we obey, it was unacceptable to preach as a women. I do not believe that God follows man rules and dictations or that he is politically correct. It amazes me how similar our situation is, to Catherine Booths. We all sit here and appear to be devoted Christians but are we living in obedience to what God has put on our heart. No taunt from the devil, no thought from your mind, no dictation of man should stop us from obeying His voice.

I was asking God what I should do and I then I knew that God was waiting till I first obeyed him. I must finish writing this testimonial sermon before he would give me anything else.

When I was 15, I was in a church and God gave me a message. I told my church and was informed that women weren’t meant to preach. I had never heard of this doctrine and was shocked. Soon after I left – as I realized that I couldn’t fully serve God there. I was a mouth that was not allowed to speak. My family supported me and I distinctly remember crying on the couch and my dad came and sang over me a verse from the bible, “I have anointed you to preach the good news.” I did not believe that God would give me something to say if he didn’t want me to speak.

I then made sure that God did not give me any sermons for the church, as I couldn’t handle the burning. I would occasionally stand up and give words when he gave them to me, but would not seek God for a word. I always gave these with reluctance. I would often sit down and say God I am going to relax. I do not want to say anything. And then God would give me a verse or a prayer and my heart would beat so fast I couldn’t rest till I’d given it. At one point I thought I think I better not go to church as I knew what God would give me to say. I think however that I need to be prepared, like Paul was, to offer up my life like a sacrifice. (Do not be discouraged- He called me to repent of being discouraged).

Philippians 2:12 Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling; 13 for it is God who works in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure.

14 Do all things without complaining and disputing, 15 that you may become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world, 16 holding fast the word of life, so that I may rejoice in the day of Christ that I have not run in vain or labored in vain.

17 Yes, and if I am being poured out as a drink offering on the sacrifice and service of your faith, I am glad and rejoice with you all. 18 For the same reason you also be glad and rejoice with me.

Friday Nights- My calling found

About 4 years later God opened a door for me to preach. I was very poorly playing touch rugby on Friday night. I was only there, as they had to have two girls on the team. Anyway one of my team mates said to me about how sometimes his band plays in Aoteo Square and there’s witnessing and preaching. I was so excited that there was something like this. I never went back to my touch team and from then on went on Friday nights to witness with a group of Christians. This was about 6 years ago. One day I was asked to give a 5min sermon as I expressed some interest. Encouraged by being asked I gave my mini sermon and knew then that the reason my family had come to NZ was partly so I could preach there. I felt so totally satisfied and full. It reminded of the verse in John 4:34 “My food," said Jesus, "is to do the will of him who sent me and to finish his work.”

I was scared to preach but didn’t wasn’t to lose out on what God has for me. I still do get scared but God once gave me the verse a long time ago that has always stayed with me Jer 1:17 (NIV). "Get yourself ready! Stand up and say to them whatever I command you. Do not be terrified by them, or I will terrify you before them.”

My faith and passion seemed to increase every time I shared the gospel. God would give me revelations as I shared and a deeper understanding his gospel. I believe God must teach on the job. People would ask me questions that I wouldn’t have a clue about and God would remind me of verses to give them.

I started off witnessing when I was 6 after being baptized in the Holy Spirit. I then memorized John 3:16 and would go up to random strangers on the beach and share my verse. I would struggle at times with condemnation and feel totally unworthy to share the gospel. For example I had the thought that because I fought with my brother I shouldn’t talk about Jesus. Then I came to the conclusion that if I waited till I had at all together then I would never get to share the gospel. I’ve been recently reminded of this and becoming more acquainted with how I will never have it all together and God uses me by his grace!

I’m not sure if I’m meant to say this, so don’t take me literally. When I witnessed it was like Gods version of drugs. You get a supernatural high.

Ephesians 5:17-19 (NKJV)

17 Therefore do not be unwise, but understand what the will of the Lord is. 18 And do not be drunk with wine, in which is dissipation; but be filled with the Spirit, 19 speaking to one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord

I would then go out on Saturday socializing and get so bored in comparison, that I would ask God for opportunities for him to use me always.

My point in this is, do not let condemnation stop you from obeying God and be filled with the Spirit.

Eternal Life to Know God- We do not Know whom we serve!

One day I was sharing the gospel and God showed me that this was eternal life it was to know him. That eternity started when we started our relationship with him.

God revealed to me that I should not wait till I die to experience eternity but that the moment we wholly surrender to Jesus, we enter a relationship with him and this is knowing him. It is then that eternity starts. Ecclesiastes 3:1 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.

John 17:3 (NIV) 3Now this is eternal life: that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.

In January 2010 I went camping with my family. I had decided to join my dad in his morning jog and swim. Anyway we were heading down the beach and met one of the people camping near us. He was telling us that the word God had given him or Europe was the women at the well. Jesus said that it is as we do not know him that we do not ask him. This stood out to me as it has only been more and more revealed to me that I need to know Him who I serve. And if I believed everything I read in the Bible about who God is then there is nothing I wouldn’t do for him. The man we were talking to then followed to say how a woman had been injured in one of the waves. She was severely dumped and had some injury to her back and neck. We were up North and about 45 min from an ambulance. I decided I should pray for her. If I knew God and believed what I had read about him I would have the faith to pray. So I went up and asked the crowd around her name. They asked her and so I went up and asked if she wanted me to pray for her. She said yes, so I took her hand and prayed for her. That she would have no long term injury ect… Now I wasn’t sure what happened. I just remembered that there was silence as I prayed. Then a few days later a man approached me and asked if I was the young girl who prayed for his wife. I said yes and he thanked me and said that she had remembered and that she was going to be okay.

I think that the word for Europe is the same as that for NZ – we do not know how Awesome and mighty the God whom we serve is!

God had been working on me and preparing me to the point where I could go up and pray for this woman.

I had recently come out of a relationship that wasn’t Gods will and that left me completely broken. I felt like I was 10 again and had all the same thoughts come to me why I shouldn’t bother to tell people about Jesus.

I was supersensitive to rejection to the point I cried over simple things that logically I knew were ridiculous. My poor brothers. At one point I asked my brother to get me a coke and I cried as he chucked the coke no where near me and I had to get up and get it. But God is the healer and he has promised good to me as long as life endures. One day I was been prayed for by my mother and she said that God might not need me but he wants me. He wants me to work with him and he wants to accomplish his purposes through me. I then realized that GOD has special works prepared for each of us to do Ephesians 2:10 For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.

There are so many thoughts that stop us sharing the gospel. They are subtle lies that justify our apathy. I had adopted all of these to survive this relationship I was in. Re-facing the fear of sharing the gospel again I was bought into greater knowledge of Gods truth. One of these being 1 John 4: 18-19 (AMP) 18There is no fear in love [dread does not exist], but full-grown (complete, perfect) love turns fear out of doors and expels every trace of terror! For fear brings with it the thought of punishment, and [so] he who is afraid has not reached the full maturity of love [is not yet grown into love's complete perfection]. 19We love Him, because He first loved us.

I prayed then that God would fill me with His Love for Others. His unconditional love and acceptance for me drove out the fear of others rejection and gave me the strength I needed to love. Jesus died on the cross and took our shame and rejection so that we would be free and know the love of God. To share the gospel with some-one is because of Love. This is how we show people we love them. Logically thinking if you know your friend is going to hell as he does not have Jesus then what is the greatest thing to do for him. It’s to tell him the answer for his life, the gospel.

I then asked God to give me opportunities every day. And every day I would meet people and God would easily come up and I would ask them if they knew the gospel and the reason Jesus died. Then if they hadn’t I would ask them if I could share this news with them. However, I wanted to serve God and not get into a production mode. I wanted to enter His rest.

This brings me to my next point: Waiting on God- rising on eagles Wings and Giving God control. Prayerfully entering into the spiritual battle.

A lot of what I have learnt about this is by Andrew Murray- a well know older author who wrote the book “On Eagles Wings.”

He says the secret of soaring on eagles wings is to trust, hope, lean on Jesus, to wait for His strength to live each day. He pointed out if we are a partially strong this was of no good as we need to be completely weak for God to be our never tiring strength. The ideal place was to be surrendered in order to mount up on wings of eagles. To soar to heavenly places. To be in the world but not of this world. To be heaven on earth!

Brother Laurence from practicing the presence of God was one who said how God wants us to depend on him. He would explain how a simple journey to the market was a mission for him as he found it hard to walk. And how by leaning on God it would go smoothly.

Now I had a friend who was telling me about some thing that troubled him and God gave me a verse for him.

Matthew 16:19 (NIV) 19 I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be[a] bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be[b] loosed in heaven."

God showed me that by worrying about this person and trying to intervene he was binding God to work. Then as God so often does he showed me how this strongly applied to me. I was worried about this guy I broke up with and by worrying I was binding him to me. I some-how wanted to have control. To fix what I felt guilty about. God showed me that I must not worry about this guy but prayerfully give him to God whenever I thought of him. So that God would be free to work. I repented of my desire to have control and have been trying to practice this principal in every area of my life.

I was witnessing to a guy in Albert Park in the Easter holidays and God was helping me to know what to say. I was shown how he was holding on to his life and he was holding on so tight. But that God wanted to work in Him and lead him to a life where he would be free to fly. I told him how God has plans for him beyond his imagination and that the best he can do with his life is nothing compared to what God can do through us. He has plans for good and not evil, to give him a future and a hope. He then confessed to me that couldn’t believe. So I prayed with him that God would help him believe. This is what I want God to do in me too. Help me have Faith so I can fully let him have control of my life. When I let go of my life then my hand is free to hold the hand of God. God says to gain your life you must lose it. Mathew 10:38-39 (ESV) 38And whoever does not take his cross and follow me is not worthy of me. 39 Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.

My point here is what are you binding, what is that you need to let go and surrender so you can take the hand of God.

I was talking to an older lady and she was telling me that the young people have not been taught to fight the battle of the mind. That when thoughts come across our way we do not put on the armor of God. God gave me the verse in Eph 6:10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. 11 Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age,[c] against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. 13 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

That when thoughts, doubts, fears, worry come across our minds we must give them to God and apply His word to the situation and the shield of Faith.

Hunger and thirst after righteousness, run after things of God. There is more to Him that what we know!

I was sitting in a church one day and we sang our few songs and heard a good sermon and then left. It felt like my Christian job was done and that was it. I was struck by the realization that there is so much more of Jesus to be had. Yet we are satisfied with a little taste that doesn’t even come near to the riches he has. However to know these riches it comes at a cost.

Revelations Chapter 3:17

16 So then, because you are lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot,[g] I will vomit you out of My mouth. 17 Because you say, ‘I am rich, have become wealthy, and have need of nothing’—and do not know that you are wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked— 18 I counsel you to buy from Me gold refined in the fire, that you may be rich; and white garments, that you may be clothed, that the shame of your nakedness may not be revealed; and anoint your eyes with eye salve, that you may see. 19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten. Therefore be zealous and repent. 20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me. 21 To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne. 22 “He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.”’

Yet we don’t come to the Lord. We are too busy to come and sit in the presence of God. We are too busy running after pleasures/entertainment and meaningless material possessions! Unless we lay down our lives for God we will know nothing!

Mathew 13:22-23

22As for what was sown among thorns, this is he who hears the Word, but the cares of the world and the pleasure and delight and glamour and deceitfulness of riches choke and suffocate the Word, and it yields no fruit.

WE are running after the wrong things. We are short changing ourselves and denying the power of God. We are becoming paupers of heaven and selling our inheritance for a bowl of Stew!

2 Timothy 3 (Amp)

1BUT UNDERSTAND this, that in the last days will come (set in) perilous times of great stress and trouble [hard to deal with and hard to bear].

2For people will be lovers of self and [utterly] self-centered, lovers of money and aroused by an inordinate [greedy] desire for wealth, proud and arrogant and contemptuous boasters. They will be abusive (blasphemous, scoffing), disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy and profane.

3[They will be] without natural [human] affection (callous and inhuman), relentless (admitting of no truce or appeasement); [they will be] slanderers (false accusers, troublemakers), intemperate and loose in morals and conduct, uncontrolled and fierce, haters of good.

4[They will be] treacherous [betrayers], rash, [and] inflated with self-conceit. [They will be] lovers of sensual pleasures and vain amusements more than and rather than lovers of God.

5For [although] they hold a form of piety (true religion), they deny and reject and are strangers to the power of it [their conduct belies the genuineness of their profession]. Avoid [all] such people [turn away from them].

(Genesis 25:33-34 (New King James Version)

33 Then Jacob said, “Swear to me as of this day.” So he swore to him, and sold his birthright to Jacob. 34 And Jacob gave Esau bread and stew of lentils; then he ate and drank, arose, and went his way. Thus Esau despised his birthright.)

Instead we need to clothe ourselves with righteousness. Put on the garment of righteousness offered by the shedding of Jesus’s blood. Not earn it- put it on and live in its truth and freedom.

Mathew 5:6 Says Blessed are those who hunger and thirst after righteousness and they shall be satisfied. Don’t you want to be SATISFIED! I want that satisfaction. I have become bored with entertainment and small talk. I have been dissatisfied running after my own pleasure as ones own pleasure does not satisfy!

You see God calls us to more! That restlessness inside of us proves that. But the thing is to gain our Lives we must lose them. God calls us to a life of sacrifice. To take up our cross and follow him. He gave up His life so that we would give him ours.

I heard of these two young men who went off in a slave boat so they could share the gospel with the slaves. They were to never return and their last words to those mourning on shore were these: “Behold the lamb of God who is worthy of His reward!” Is God surely not worthy of His reward?

He wants not just Sunday and some of your money. He wants all of you. He wants you to lay down your life as he did.

Wake up Oh sleeper comes to my mind.

Eph 5:14-15

“ Awake, you who sleep,

Arise from the dead,

And Christ will give you light.”

Walk in Wisdom

15 See then that you walk circumspectly, not as fools but as wise, 16 redeeming the time, because the days are evil.

Broken Sacrifice- 2 songs have become a distinct reality to me.

Amazing Grace how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me. Something Beautiful, something Good, All I have to offer him is brokenness and strife!

OUR NEED, OUR SINFULNESS AND SPIRITUAL POVERTY.

I knew somehow that I need a fresh revelation of my wretched sinful state. And he has given me fresh revelation of my constant need on him and gratefulness for the grace that he extended to me. Sometimes we try and do what is right and yet we do not realize our hidden sins! God revealed to me how I was in a relationship where I was seeking my own way and that is why I lost sight of him. He revealed my weaknesses and sins that enabled me to get into the position I was in and he showed me His mercy towards me. The hidden motives of my heart. We think we are better than what we are, yet we are sinful in our innermost being. I heard some speaker say that the world says “deep down his a good man” but that when we peal away the layers we just find a blacker more sinful layer.

Romans 7:18 (NIV) 18 For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.

Psalm 19:12-14 (NIV) But who can discern their own errors? Forgive my hidden faults. 13 Keep your servant also from willful sins; may they not rule over me. Then I will be blameless, innocent of great transgression.

My righteousness and good intentions were as filthy rags

Isaiah 64:6 All of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags; we all shrivel up like a leaf, and like the wind our sins sweep us away.

But thank be to our Lord Jesus who set us free from sin, washing us clean and giving us a cloak of righteousness.

There’s a whole movement “discovering ourselves.” I pray that we will know our need! As how can we receive help when we do not know how started we are. A friend of mine once had a vision of us NZ’ers and it was this that we are a nation that are starved. Our ribs show and our stomachs are bloated. We are spiritually starved. Yet sadly enough we think we are fine. WE don’t eat and drink of God as we do not thirst and hunger of righteousness. We must beware of apathy.

All we have to offer God is Brokenness- that is what he requires. Our whole lives.

So I came to the conclusion I really had absolutely nothing to offer my God. Nothing at all! I looked up verses on brokenness and discovered that this is what God wants. I think this must be as it is all we have to offer him.

Psalm 51: 16-17 (NIV) 16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;

you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. 17 My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart you, God, will not despise.

I do not have any ability of my own- I only have obedience to offer Christ, a willingness to be used by God.

Isaiah 6: 8 Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?” And I said, “Here am I. Send me!

I only have a broken and sorry spirit. I feel a liberty in the realization that I do not need to be strong as He is strong. I do not need to have it altogether as God has made me whole. I can only humbly fall at his feet in greater surrender. And the path to holiness and righteousness is a path of surrender.

God wants to heal, set us free. (Annas vision. Words“I am the Lord that healeth thee”)

So God may not need us but oh He WANTS US. He wants to use us. He wants us to be the apple of His eye. I want to be a friend of God like Moses and Abraham. He wants you to find refuge in the shelter of His Wings. He wants you to lay down your life (resurrection know by knowing suffering verse) To lay down you good works, your intellectual reasoning, your persuasive words, your passions and desire and good motives and intensions and your strength!) He wants you to find Him as your source of life and strength. That you may know Christ in you the HOPE of glory. That you may know the God whom you serve, the one who washes you clean and makes you holy. He wants you to be holy as he has made you to be. Not to go and roll in the mud of your desires.

The Lord is the healer of the broken hearted. The one who sets the captives Free. Not just for those who do not know him yet but for us who know him. Our God is our Savior and he constantly saves us. He constantly heals the broken hearted. Like a mother who constantly picks up her fallen children the Lord constantly picks us up.

So I want to share with you about how God has recently set me free.

I have been in a relationship with this Christian guy that wasn’t Gods will I was given a choice by God what to do. I was however growing more and more unhappy. I felt controlled and trapped. I had a friend who got a vision for me that she was hesitant to share as she didn’t want to interfere. But I think when she saw my misery and heard my desperation she shared it. So feeling trapped I had my boyfriend tell me he wasn’t sure if he would love me if I had short hair. I had grown my hair to please him and was shocked. I asked him if he was joking and he wasn’t so I gave my mom the scissors and got her to cut it in our kitchen. I needed to know if it was true and I was seeing him that night. When he saw my short hair he cried and he then told me he now knew I was the type who would go to China and preach if God told me and not even consider my husbands needs. He said Id go to prison and then what would he do. I told how yes – I would expect him to get me out. Then I found cutting my hair wasn’t enough so I cut it shorter and dyed it blue black (Id never dyed my hair so this was drastic for me). At this point my friend got us together and told us her vision. It was a fairytale style vision that she got all at once. There was a bird and a prince. Now the prince liked the bird as it made him happy to watch. Then the prince got to know the bird but wanted the bird closer. So he made it a gold cage. So the bird became tame and went into the cage. But the bird wanted to be free and started to pluck out its feathers. So what could the prince do… well he had to let the bird go. I took this as confirmation of my lack of peace, my parents concern and my misery and fear of not being able to serve God. I broke up by Faith and then I saw how God had set me free. That I wasn’t just sacrificing this for God- But God was setting me free! I praise God he didn’t let me go my own way and give me what I wanted! I share this with you as a story of Gods mercy to me! I have already said how he has healed me.

He is worthy. Faith. Overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of his testimony.

We must stop playing church and be real. Be transparent that Christ may shine through us. We must lay down our lives for our brother. For the saints and the lost.

There is a hymn

To God be all Glory great things he has done…… …

WE need to shift our hunger from self-seeking pleasure and start hungering and thirsting after righteousness. We need to be a vessel for Gods purposes. We need to be righteous and holy. I am not talking about a righteousness that we earn and a holiness we make for ourselves. But I am talking about being surrendered to Jesus so that he can work his holiness in us. I had an experience with my brother and I was really worried that some-one would hurt him. But I knew that I was not meant to be controlling but show love. But I couldn’t. So I wrestled with God. I said that I needed him to put his love in my heart and take away my fears and help me let go so he can have control over the situation. I then found the next morning such complete peace and love. I didn’t feel any need to have control or worry. I could now trust God in this situation as he worked in me when I surrendered my inadequacy to him!

Verse about being a clean vessel.

I think a key to note living holy is watching what goes in. What do we watch? So God has cleansed us now let us live holy as He is holy- with our eyes fixed on Him the author and perfector of our faith. Waiting on God, hoping trusting and wholly depending on him. A life of sacrifice is a life fulfilled.

Did you know that there are works that God has prepared just for you to do! Ask God to reveal these works to you. And then when you feel a prompting in your heart- obey the Holy Spirit and do it. Obey by Faith. Scorning the shame as Jesus did when he died on the cross. God says that to Fear God not Man. He also says that the cowardly will not enter the Kingdom of God. And then it says we are not of those who shrink back but overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of your testimony. Who knows your testimony?

Are you prepared to be a fool for Christ?

Are you prepared to give him everything!

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